I didn't know why I felt like that, but I knew I wanted to spank her. This would fit with your fetish originating from a strong, emotionally upsetting, but nontraumatic stimulus your friend's father beating him with the steel ruler. The teachers thought I was being disrespectful of them especially one particularly hateful creature. When I was in the fourth grade I was failing school. After doing the study on masochism, my curiosity even grew further, and I wondered what that would be like.
It just meant that I was punished in other ways. If I heard a vague reference to spanking on TV, my ears would prick up. I was masturbating to all these images by the time I was 12, or maybe even earlier. I was miserable for a long, long time. But I remember when I first developed my fetish. I lost my wife because I did not understand this fetish. I was filled with panic.
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I recall them as another aspect at home, the way "Dad is upset so I'm getting it. How do the moralistic culture warriors explain that one? Lay people trade off helping each other, so this is good for someone with no insurance and not a lot of funds. This hypothesis which makes no such predictions. But a small minority of women had very serious permanent damaging reactions to this drug. For me sitting down and talking to my children worked wonders, they are well adjusted children. After that I sometimes fantasized about my friend's father spanking me!
If you would like your comments to appear on this page, please say so in your email. I correctly used the term "negative reinforcement" with no "moral judgment" involved. If you tried to go too fast, and landed on your belly or tripped up some how, they could spank until you got up and out of their reach. I was spanked with a fly swatter from my grandparents, and that did not hurt me, then they used a stick. Others claim that having a gay or lesbian teacher in grade school will turn children gay who would otherwise be heterosexual. It is normally the job of the scientific community to shed light on questions of how the human mind works, and in doing so, to help settle such controversies.